Chapter 2: Deciding Point

SB now speeding to the house trying to hurry to get to see Nicki not knowing what to expect but wanting to see her to attempt to make things better. He knew his relationship and his job was on the line. He know that this would be even worst because Nicki was so hard to convince that they should date not wanting to mix business and pleasure. SB was racing just as fast as his heart was. The only that was on his mind was getting to NIcki to make sure she was okay. He loved NIcki and although he was sleeping with his ex he didnt want to hurt her. At first it was supposed to be a one night stand. One night while Nicki was busy at work for a photo shoot SB had a few drinks leading him to get a bit intoxicated. He ended up texting Sharron. Sharron had always loved SB with all her heart. She considered him to be her first love. They had broke up in 2004 when SB grew tired of her. Even though she loved him she knew she had to let him go. Deep in her heart she knew that SB would return he just needed time to grow. So when he called this time like he had done times before she figured that he was trying to get back where he belonged as she said.

Their affair lasted almost 9 months now but she had no idea of Nicki and SB being together. But soon all of this was about to change cause all hell was going to break loose.

As SB was racing to the home and running red lights and stop signs he came across a drunk driver who was coming in the opposite direction hitting SB face on. It was a head on collision. SB was driving 65mph and the drunk driver was doing 55mph. Both in the wrong. Both cars completely totaled. The drunk driver was killed almost instantly. It hadn't been looking good for SB either. His car was so damaged he had to wait for firefighters to cut him out of the car. His head had been badly injured. He had to be rushed to the emergency room for surgery on his arm. He suffered from a concussion, 2 broken ribs and and almost a completely broken leg. He needed to be on life support.

Meanwhile Nicki was alone in her room. She couldnt seem to get herself together. She had been crying for countless hours. She couldnt seem to get the phone call out of her head. All should could think about was how could she be so blind not to see it. She was so hurt. She thought SB loved her they had known each other for sometime and she couldn't believe that he would hurt her the way she did. Nicki had been crying for so long she didnt realize how much time had passed by. It was now well over 3 am. She couldn't eat and even though she tried her hardest she couldn't sleep. Crying so much she had a headache she decided to get up and take a Tylenol to try to get rid of her headache. It was the first time she had gotten out of bed since the phone call. Even though she was up she was weak. She knew she had to eat something before she took the Tylenol or she would feel worst. She threw on a pink robe and tied it loosely around her tiny waist and headed to the bathroom to look for the Tylenol.

Still heartbroken Nicki looked in the mirror at her beautiful face. Her eyes were red and not full of joy like they normally are. What hurt Nicki the most was that SB never tried to call her back. And even though at the time she couldnt stand him she what have atleast liked to see that he showed some sigh that he cared.

Nicki thinking to her self ( I cant believe this, after I went back on my word. I trusted him. How could he hurt me like this? The bitch didnt even come here like he said he would.) With a new tear streaming down her face these were the same thoughts that always ran through her head. She hated SB for making her fall in love. Since they had been friends for a long time and had been in a serious relationship for almost 2 years in April. She had really thought about settling down with SB but after this she didnt know what to do. She was hurt so bad she became numb.

Opening up the medicine cabinet she heard her phone ring and walked back to her bedroom. Although it wasnt SB ring tone she answered anyway because she knew it had to be something Important it was 4:17 a.m. She looked at the phone is was Diamond. She answered speaking in a soft voice pretending she had just woke up so Diamond wouldnt get worried.

"Hey babe is everything-"Nicki said being cut of by Diamond

"NICKI,OH MY GOD! SB IS IN THE HOSPITAL" Diamond trying to be calm through her tears with her voice a bit raised.

Nicki lost for words but manged to get out "What happened?" trying to hold back her tears because she had been crying all night.

"He got into a bad accident. He had to be rushed to the hospital. Turn on channel 10" Diamond crying softly hoping for the best.

"Which hospital is he in? Have you talked to him?" Now crying and hoping she wasn't the reason SB got into the accident. Saying a prayer in her head as she began to get up and put on some yoga pants and a tee shirt.

"He's in James Richards Hospital and no i havent spoken to him but I called the hospital they said he's be sleep and is slipping in and out of a comma" crying harder Diamond tries to explain all she knows to Nicki.

"Alright babe I gotta go. Thank you for the I will keep you updated." Nicki said hanging up the phone fast. As Nicki searched her drawer for some yoga pants and began to put on her boots she started battling herself on should she go or not. She loved SB but this time he really hurt her. She didnt know if she could deal with seeing him after all her hurt and pain. Nicki stopped dressing and uncrossed her leg from her lap from putting on her boot and went into deep thought thinking about the phone call she wasnt supposed to hear. . .

To Be Continued. . .