Saturday, February 25, 2012

Chapter 6: Got Game?

Nicki look at sb. she remembered the twinkle he always had. because sb had been in a comma he didnt remember the night of the accident nor did he remember what happened prior to that. although sb was still in his hospital robe Nicki still thought he looked as fine as she rememebered. she lowered he eyes and looked down at his butt. she always thought he had a perfect butt for a man she smirked thinking about when they would play and she would smack it. sb smiles when he saw nicki. although nicki was happy to see he was doing better she couldnt hide her hurt. she smiles back at him but not her normal bright smile she always had. this smile had pain in it that showed in her eyes. she waved and turned to leave. as she went to leave sb called out. "Babe where you going? you alright?" nicki hated that he noticed everything about her. "im fine i hope you feel better we have some things we need to talk about though" Nicki turned back around to resume walking. she had so many mixed emotions running through she didnt know which one to follow. as nicki went on the elevator to return to her ride she shed a few tears. Knowing that breaking up with sb was going to be hard but she knew she had to do it. She couldnt take the pain of him hurting her any longer.
She headed to the stupid she thought she could release some stress in the booth. She used the beat to Marvin's Room by Drake and made her own. She just went into the booth with no pad or no pen and began singing.
"feeling uncomplete, I thought no one could compete, I guess I was wrong cause, I guess she gave better love and Im hurt inside, my tears I could not hide, how could he lie, giving up on this fight, fuck that old bitch that you already had, she messed up the first time but you went right back, im just saying it cant better, I cant be mad with her because you let her." With tears in her eyes Nicki sang better then ever had before. All she could think about was her touching what she thought belonged to her. She took her headphones off and called Drake. She didnt get an answer but decided to text him instead.
"hey are you busy i need to meet up my place at 7 if you can"
She put her phone down and hung her head. She was trying everything in her power not to cry. She knew a vist to her moms would help her regain her strength. She deleted the song before she left so it wouldnt get leaked. She grabbed her pen and paper to write a new song while waiting for her ride.
Soon her phone buzzed and stopped her train of thought.It was Drake.
"I will be there I hope everything is okay :)" She half smiled at the text. She liked that he cared for her and could sense her hurt.
A tap on the door came Nicki knew it was her driver so she grabbed her bag and followed the driver down stairs.
"Make any more good music" The driver said with a small chuckle. He had been her driver for along time
Nicki exhaled big "Hopefully! I needed to go release som stress."
"I understand, hows the boy doing" the driver said opening the door for her.
"He was fine, in theropy so i guess hes getting better" Nicki said climbing into the car.
The driver now entering the car."Thats good tell him I asked about him the next time you go see hime, where too lady?"
"I think I need to visit my mommy today"
"Alright lady" the driver said and then drove to Moma Carrol's house.
Nicki relaxed and enjoyed the ride. She had alot on her mind, her career, her relationship and most importantly her future. They arrived at the house Nicki got for her mother. Nicki knocked on the door and rang the doorbell. She wanted her mom to open the door quickly especially because she didnt call to let her know she was on the way. Moma quickly opened the door when she saw it was Nicki she lit up with a big smile. They had the same smile. They hugged for a long time still smiling. They went in the house and when straight to the kitchen. Moma put on some tea and sat beside her.
"Whats going on baby, whats the trouble" Moma said with a smirk on her face because she knows Nicki so well.
Nicki hung her head"Mom everything is falling apart and you know I've never been a quitter but I dont know anymore mom i just dont know."
"Do you love him?"Moma said.
"Huh? Who?" Nicki said looking up at her mom in disbelief.
"The boy Safaree?"Moma said looking into Nicki's big brown eyes.
"I do but he hurt me, he hurt me bad, i over heard him and her kissing, he was at her house on the phone with me. I swear at times people forget i have feelings. I dont know its just alot i need a break." Nicki said shrugging her shoulders feeling defeated'
Moma got up and made Nicki a cup or tea and poured one for herself.
"Maybe you need a break" Moma said looking at Nicki with a straight face.
"Maybe" Nicki said shrugging her shoulders and sipping her tea. Just then Nicki's phone vibrated. She grabbed it off the counter, it was Drake texting her letting her know he was on the way. Nicki looked up at the tv and turned to the news. She looked at the time that read 7:38pm. She took a big gulp of her hot tea.
"Mom I gotta go I love you"Nicki said kissing her cheek.
"Alright baby I love you too dont forget what i said"
"Alright mom" Nicki giggled and walked out the door. She got in the car and told the driver to head to her home. She wanted to make it there before Drake but was too late. As she pulled up to her house drake was waiting inside of his Benz. Nicki stepped out of the truck and smiled when she saw Drake getting out of the car. He smiled back. They walked to her door and Nicki used her key to open it. Drake sat down Nicki's love seat. Nicki sat beside him. She liked teasing Drake since she knew he had a crush on her. She thought it was cute to make him blush. And he did and she giggled and played in his hair.
"How you doing babe?" Nicki looked at his lips as he talked. She always realized how attractive he was but today he was better looking then before. "I been good, living I guess normal stuff, how about you?"Drake said.
"Im fine everythings okay, I called you over cause you always been here for me to talk to." Nicki said.
"Tell me whats on your mind." Drake said relaxing preparing to hear Nicki rant.
Nicki began ranting like she always did with Drake, she felt so comfortable with him. Drake listened and give Nicki some good advise telling her that her mom might be right that she needs a break. Nicki smiled and tried to lighten the mood. She pulled out some cards and made a bet with him.
"If I win you gotta make me some of your famous pasta." Nicki said with a hungry tummy. She loved Drake's cooking. He blushed "Alright thats a deal i can to that but what do i get if i win?" Drake said with a smirk.
"Umm what do you want?" Nicki said playfully batting her eyelashes.
Drake hesitated "You!"
It was a slight pause. "Woah babe over a game of cards? Lets make a smaller bet."
Drake smiled "Alright alright how about a kiss?" Drake said hoping she would fall for this one.
Nicki acted like she was thinking but already made up her mind. "Ummm hmmmm Alright we can do that."
They began playing Poker best 3 out of 5. They were tied up at two games a piece. It was the last hand and Drake won.
"Time to pay your dues." Drake smiles big waiting to get his kiss.
"Alright a deals a deal I guess." Nicki walked closer to Drake and kissed his lips soft. They both paused. Drake looked into Nicki's eyes and she looked into his. She couldnt believe how good the little peck was. His lips felt so soft and fit perfectly with hers. For a while they stayed there looking in each others eyes.
To Be Continued. . .Leave Comments!

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Chapter 5: Flashbacks of the Times We Had

Nicki took a long shower hoping to wash away every memory but the more she thought about it the more she couldnt get him from out of her head. Letting the water beat down on her back was nothing compared to the pain she was feeling in her heart. Trying to hold back her tears she was feeling empty and hopeless. She kept feeling like there would never be another to love her the way he did. At a time her relationship with SB was perfect. When they dated they felt like regular people no celebrity life at all. They felt completely in tune with one another. Taking walks in the park , him pushing her on the swings and when they would switch and Nicki tried to push SB she would try her hardest but SB wouldnt move. They spent countless hours would pass by as they talked about their lives and secrets. Eating at different restaurants every time they had a chance. Experimenting with the good and bad. Laughing and having fun. She felt like SB was her place of comfort. Everything about him was right. He was tall and strong. He had big brown eyes and juicy lips sent chills down Nicki's spine.
Remembering times when they would br in the gym working out SB would watch Nicki's ass bounce ass she walked in the treadmill. Although Nicki would catch him from time to time watching her butt she didnt mind. She just laughed instead. She thought it was cute. She knew he liked to see her with her body glisining with sweat. Her real hair pulled back in a ponytail with no make up on. That when he thought she was most beautiful when she was in her pure form. Nicki and SB where gym partners. Even thought exercising hurted she and SB had so much fun working out it seemed as though it was effortless. Seeing him lift weights and his muscle pumping made Nickis knees get weak.
After one gym session Nicki and SB caught eyes while dressing in the home Nicki brought SB decided to learn over and give Nicki a kiss. Nicki was too shocked to back away and it felt to good to reject it. Nicki closed her eyes she pressed her lips back with his and before they could think about what was happening they both were engaging in a full french kiss. They had their tongues in each others mouth and SB's strong hands placed around her tiny waist. She wrapped her arm his neck. He placed placed his lower and lower until his hands where on her ass. He picked her up effortlessly and she wrapped her legs around his waist. They kissed continuously kissed forgetting what ever plans they had next. SB began to suck on Nicki's neck. Nicki loving every moment of it moaning low with pleasing gasp of air.
"Ooh that feels good" Nicki said with her heart racing in anticipation.
SB now squeezing and grabbing Nicki's ass. Nicki was becoming wet fast. It had been a while she allowed someone into her life allowing them to get her prize.
SB pressed Nicki's back against the sitting room wall and putt Nicki down and pulled off her shirt. Half of Nicki's hardened nipple hung out of her bra. SB now extremely hard poking through his pants. Nicki gave him a sexy look inviting him to do as he pleases. SB understood and sucked on her neck while unsnapping her bra. He sucked from her neck down to her chest. He stuck out his tongue and licked around her tiny dark hard nipple.
He licked her nipples fast and rubbed her body gently. Nicki became increasingly wet she moaned softly tugged at his belt trying to get it to come off. SB pulled down Nicki's pants and her thong revealing her tight pussy and her firm ass. SB placed his finger on her tiny clit gently rubbing it in circles.
"Mmm yes" Nicki moaned with her eyes closed. SB smiled knowing he had more instore. He grabbed her legs and placed them on her shoulders and lifted her up and ate her for countless amount of time. Nicki screamed loud with joy. He licked and sucked her clit making Nicki's pussy water and become weak.
"OOOHH IM GONNA CUM!" Nicki hadn't felt this good in a long time.
SB slid his tongue in side of her making sure she was filled with ultimate pleasure. Nicki moaned and hold on tight to his head she cummed. SB layed Nicki on the floor and slipped on a condom and placed his harden tool inside of Nicki and grinded slow and deep inside of her.
Nicki scratched his back in pain and pleasure. Moaning out his name Nicki could feel him getting harder as she was getting wetter. They came together and he held her tight and they fell asleep.
Thinking back only made Nicki feel worst. Invested so much time and effort she never thought it would end this way. After scrubbing her body she returned back to her bedroom. She dried off and lotion ed her body. With SB heavily on her mind she decided to head over to the hospital.
She arranged for a ride and went over. She went to the room SB was in yesterday to find out that he wasnt there anymore. She asked the nurse where he had been moved. She found out the he came out of his coma and was in recovering therapy. Nicki went to the therapy ward and saw SB standing there with the nurse doing some walking exercises to regain his strength. Nicki until SB locked eyes.
To Be Continued. . .

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Chapter 4: The Confrontation

Sharron runs to the bed to see sleeping SB and doesnt even notice that Nicki is the room. Running over to kiss him with tears filling up in her eyes. She had got notice that SB was in the hop ital from the news. The media went wild with stories about SB's hospitalization.
Nicki looking at Sharron with her sunglasses placed upright on her face. Rage filled her face . She couldn't believe her eyes. This was the same girl that Nicki hated. She destroyed the relationship she once had with SB.
Sharron looking up at Nicki after kissing SB's cheek."Oh hi Nicki, how are you?"
"I'm fine thank you how you?" Nicki Said holding bacak her anger.
"I'm well I just want my Stinky to feel better." Making puppy eyes and pouting her bottom lip looking down at SB's sleeping face and caressing im hand.
"You two are dating. . .again?" Nicki said hoping to hear a no.
"Yes, I thought he would have told you. We started dating again in November. He's grown so much I always knew he would come around sooner or later."
Nicki now getting heated she pushed her sunglasses up on her face to make sure she's show no sign of pain in her eyes."Oh that's funny because me and SB were dating for a while too."
Sharron now looking at Nicki as if she lying. She lets go of SB's hand.
"What do you mean you and him were dating?!?! When was this?" Looking at Nicki with hurting showing as anger.
"Me and Safaree were dating for almost 2 years until the other night." Nicki said trying to hide her hurt while explaining to Sharron.
Folding her arms finding it hard to believe because she had spent a lot of time with SB in the last 2 years"Hmmm well what changed?"
Nicki folding her arms too being sarcastic "You!"
"What do you mean me. . . I have nothing to do with this. Wait to be honest I dont know what you're talking about." Now Sharron holding her temples confused.
Nicki takes a deep breath "Okay where do I begin. . .Umm so remember the other night when you and SB were together right before he came here?"
"Yes but what do you know about this?" Sharron said with an attitude.
Nicki putting her hand up stretched open to stop the conversation and learning to the right to pick up her over night bag that she brought with her."Look I was trying to help because its obvious he was playing the both us." Nicki taking another breath trying to remain calm.
Sharron rolling her eyes " Whatever you're lying Im not sure why you are but you need to grow up."Looking at her body and Nicki's petite thick frame and comparing it to her own. "You dont even have anything I dont"
Nicki chuckling and waves her hand while heading to the hospital room door. "I was just trying to help, I wasnt trying to encourage you to leave him so I could have him please take him off my hands it will help me out. I was just saying that because he setting you up to hurt you like he did before. You take what you want from it but Im through." Nicki walked out of the door sliding her sunglasses up on her face. As she she began to walk down the hallway she turned around returned to the room where SB slept unconsciously,
Nicki peeking her head in the door "Before I left I thought you should know that he's in a comma he cant hear you and when or if he wakes up he might not remember recent things. Nice meeting you. Nicki heading downstairs to the main entrance of the hospital to the Escalade that she was escorted around in. Nicki got inside of the truck and thought about the visit. She was in shock at the way Sharron handled the news Nicki told her out of kindness.
In about 12 minutes Nicki arrived to her home and dropped her bag at the front door. All should could think about was taking a long hot shower.
Nicki headed to her bathroom and ran some water. She stuck her hand under the running water to adjust the temperature. Nicki loved hot water so seeing the steam began to raise from the water was pleasing. She turned on the shower and began to undress. When completely undressed she realized she forgot her towel in her bedroom. She walked to the closet right out outside of the bathroom to get a new towel. She pressed it against her naked body and could smell the scent of SB cologne that he wore everyday. The softness of the towel and smell of him reminded Nicki of when SB would press him naked body against hers
For a while Nicki closed her eyes and began reminiscing. She felt SB big warm hands rubbing her thick thighs and stronger finger curving around her hard and firmed nipples and became wet. Then she came back to reality and headed back to the shower hoping she could forget every memory she had with him and got back in the shower.

Monday, February 6, 2012

Chapter 3:Confused

(I cant go see him. I dont want to see him. . .but I wanna make sure hes okay.)Tears starting to well up in her eyes Nicki decides to go because it the right thing to do no matter what SB has done to hurt Nicki she still loved him. She Nicki slipped on her gray pea coat and headed downstairs outside where a driver was out there waiting for her. She got in the Escalade and headed to the hospital. She put on sunglasses so she could hide her face and her puffy eyes.
When Nicki arrived at the hospital and pasted all the cameras she went straight to the gift shop to pick up some flowers and balloons. She called ahead so she know what room he was in. He was up on the 3rd floor in the Intensive Care Unit (ICU). When Nicki knocked on the door but didnt get an answer she still went in. She figured he was sleep. As she walked in hearing all the beeping and seeing SB in bed laying completely still almost lifeless. Everything that had happened before had escaped her mind all she could think about was him and his health. She lightly placed the flowers she brought on the night stand closest to the bed and tied the balloon around the vase.
Looking at him laying there completely out of it she began to tear up. She lightly glided her hand down his arm and held his hand. She steered at his sleeping eyes. She looked at his scratches on his face and broken arm. Hoping he would wake up soon Nicki just sat down in one of the chairs and watched him sleep. Soon she became sleepy. She felt save being with him knowing they both were safe. Nicki hadnt slept that entire night. Part of it was because she was up crying and the other part was because she could only sleep with SB by her side. Now that she was with him she could sleep. She slept long and deep for about 4 hours. By now it was almost 9 a.m. Neither of them woke up.
A few minutes passed by and the door pressed open. Since Nicki and SB were both sleep none of them budged. It was the nurse. She had tapped Nicki to let her know what was going on with SB.
The nurse tapped Nicki's shoulder lightly "Excuse me ma'am may I talk to you for a minute?"
Nicki waking up with her head feeling a little more clear then the night before. "Good Morning and yes you may." Looking down at her cell phone to check the time. It was 9:37 a.m.
"Well i think it's best I tell you now. Safaree Samuels has been hit in the head from the car crash. He was hit by a drunk driver in a head on collision."The nurse said while checking back and forth to her clipboard and Nicki making sure she didnt forget anything.
Nicki now holding her hand over her mouth in disbelief.
"Unfortunately he has a concussion, 3 broken ribs. 2 on the left side and 1 on the right. He wasnt wearing a seat belt. He also broke his left leg. All will heal in time with rest and time." The nurse smiled sweetly hoping to lighten the mood before the proceeded. "But unfortunately he has been sleep since after the surgery and we dont see any signs on him waking up any time soon. He is sliding into a light comma. We dont know how long this is going to last but we do know that when he does wake up he might not remember things that happened recently."
Nicki was very concerned but happy she had some answers. "Thank you so much."
The nurse smiled and began walking out of the room."Before I leave is there anything I can get for you?"
"No, Thank you" Nicki said flashing that beautiful smile.
The nurse walked out of the room and shut door behind her. Nicki looked at SB's sleeping face and how beautiful he looked even with his head wrapped. He looked more angelic then ever. She caressed his cheek and then placed her tiny hand inside of his and locked her fingers with his. Feelings his warm big hand capturing her felt like good times when they used to take walks hand and hand. For that moment everything seemed like it was how it was supposed to be. SB was the man that Nicki loved and wanted. Then as she was went back to reality she let go of his hand. She start thinking of all the places his hand could have been.
Nicki sat back down on the chair she slept in and put her glasses back on. She sat there and thought for a while them a light tap on the door broke out of her thought. When the door opened more Nicki looked to see who it was. Standing behind a big bundle of balloons and monkey stuffed animal was Sharron.
To Be Continued. . .

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Chapter 2: Deciding Point

SB now speeding to the house trying to hurry to get to see Nicki not knowing what to expect but wanting to see her to attempt to make things better. He knew his relationship and his job was on the line. He know that this would be even worst because Nicki was so hard to convince that they should date not wanting to mix business and pleasure. SB was racing just as fast as his heart was. The only that was on his mind was getting to NIcki to make sure she was okay. He loved NIcki and although he was sleeping with his ex he didnt want to hurt her. At first it was supposed to be a one night stand. One night while Nicki was busy at work for a photo shoot SB had a few drinks leading him to get a bit intoxicated. He ended up texting Sharron. Sharron had always loved SB with all her heart. She considered him to be her first love. They had broke up in 2004 when SB grew tired of her. Even though she loved him she knew she had to let him go. Deep in her heart she knew that SB would return he just needed time to grow. So when he called this time like he had done times before she figured that he was trying to get back where he belonged as she said.
Their affair lasted almost 9 months now but she had no idea of Nicki and SB being together. But soon all of this was about to change cause all hell was going to break loose.
As SB was racing to the home and running red lights and stop signs he came across a drunk driver who was coming in the opposite direction hitting SB face on. It was a head on collision. SB was driving 65mph and the drunk driver was doing 55mph. Both in the wrong. Both cars completely totaled. The drunk driver was killed almost instantly. It hadn't been looking good for SB either. His car was so damaged he had to wait for firefighters to cut him out of the car. His head had been badly injured. He had to be rushed to the emergency room for surgery on his arm. He suffered from a concussion, 2 broken ribs and and almost a completely broken leg. He needed to be on life support.
Meanwhile Nicki was alone in her room. She couldnt seem to get herself together. She had been crying for countless hours. She couldnt seem to get the phone call out of her head. All should could think about was how could she be so blind not to see it. She was so hurt. She thought SB loved her they had known each other for sometime and she couldn't believe that he would hurt her the way she did. Nicki had been crying for so long she didnt realize how much time had passed by. It was now well over 3 am. She couldn't eat and even though she tried her hardest she couldn't sleep. Crying so much she had a headache she decided to get up and take a Tylenol to try to get rid of her headache. It was the first time she had gotten out of bed since the phone call. Even though she was up she was weak. She knew she had to eat something before she took the Tylenol or she would feel worst. She threw on a pink robe and tied it loosely around her tiny waist and headed to the bathroom to look for the Tylenol.
Still heartbroken Nicki looked in the mirror at her beautiful face. Her eyes were red and not full of joy like they normally are. What hurt Nicki the most was that SB never tried to call her back. And even though at the time she couldnt stand him she what have atleast liked to see that he showed some sigh that he cared.
Nicki thinking to her self ( I cant believe this, after I went back on my word. I trusted him. How could he hurt me like this? The bitch didnt even come here like he said he would.) With a new tear streaming down her face these were the same thoughts that always ran through her head. She hated SB for making her fall in love. Since they had been friends for a long time and had been in a serious relationship for almost 2 years in April. She had really thought about settling down with SB but after this she didnt know what to do. She was hurt so bad she became numb.
Opening up the medicine cabinet she heard her phone ring and walked back to her bedroom. Although it wasnt SB ring tone she answered anyway because she knew it had to be something Important it was 4:17 a.m. She looked at the phone is was Diamond. She answered speaking in a soft voice pretending she had just woke up so Diamond wouldnt get worried.
"Hey babe is everything-"Nicki said being cut of by Diamond
"NICKI,OH MY GOD! SB IS IN THE HOSPITAL" Diamond trying to be calm through her tears with her voice a bit raised.
Nicki lost for words but manged to get out "What happened?" trying to hold back her tears because she had been crying all night.
"He got into a bad accident. He had to be rushed to the hospital. Turn on channel 10" Diamond crying softly hoping for the best.
"Which hospital is he in? Have you talked to him?" Now crying and hoping she wasn't the reason SB got into the accident. Saying a prayer in her head as she began to get up and put on some yoga pants and a tee shirt.
"He's in James Richards Hospital and no i havent spoken to him but I called the hospital they said he's be sleep and is slipping in and out of a comma" crying harder Diamond tries to explain all she knows to Nicki.
"Alright babe I gotta go. Thank you for the I will keep you updated." Nicki said hanging up the phone fast. As Nicki searched her drawer for some yoga pants and began to put on her boots she started battling herself on should she go or not. She loved SB but this time he really hurt her. She didnt know if she could deal with seeing him after all her hurt and pain. Nicki stopped dressing and uncrossed her leg from her lap from putting on her boot and went into deep thought thinking about the phone call she wasnt supposed to hear. . .
To Be Continued. . .

Friday, February 3, 2012

Chapter 1: The Slip-Up